You gotta have faith!

I will have pictures to post tomorrow, but today will just be words. I have so much on my mind that I feel like I want to just vomit it all out on here and maybe I can figure things out. Does that ever happen to you? Once you write things out, you get answers or things make better sense? I know when I write out my prayers everything seems less blurry and mangled.
My heart aches for those that I love that I know are not truly happy. They seem happy on the outside, but they are cringing inside. I will leave names out, but it is almost everyone I know when I think about it. Some because they are lost, some because they think they have what they have always longed for, and some because they want days back that have gone by. I know God will take care of those that lean and trust on Him; I long for the days when I can run into His arms and tell Him how much I appretiate all the times He has come to my rescue. It is daily, so that will be a lot of hugging!
My heart aches also for myself; I want so badly to be home with Kirby Rose right now and not sitting at my desk on my conference period grading papers (or not grading papers!). She had a rough night when we went to Montgomery. She was very excited to see everyone and be the life of the party on Saturday, but since she didn't sleep much at all Friday because of a belly ache, we decided to come back home Saturday night. This was a great choice as she slept very well and then napped very well yesterday. I just want to be home and work on her naps with her. She was in such a great sleeping schedule before New Years, and then with all the doctors appointments and traveling she got thrown way off. She is starting to get back there, but she doesn't nap as well without momma. Not sure what that deal is, because Granny is the one who got her to nap so well before. She is doing very well in general, though. Happy as a lark. Laughs and we found a tickle spot! Eating avocados, pears, sweet potatoes, bananas, and peas. Tomorrow we are going to try nectarines and then 4 days later some carrots! She rolls over all the time, but doesn't quite have the rolling back over to her back yet. Sometimes she wakes up on her belly and screams bloody murder. I am not sure if it hurts her because of her leg or if she just does not like it. The other day we both swear we heard her say "muma" but I think it was just babbling. I started working on "all done" and "more" sign, but that will take some time. They say atleast 6 months before to start working with them, but I say it is never too early! Once she gets that, we are going to try "hungry" and then "thirsty" and "change". We need to know what is going on in her precious little mind!
I know everything is in His hands ... I have the Faith!